I feel good celebrating my love for the man I wish to be a partner to for the rest of my life. And finding a note on my Facebook page saying this art I've put up today and yesterday was someon's favorite of all they have seen that I've made.
I feel good watching favorite tv show and being online plenty today.
I feel good sleeping very warm and comfortable on my own in my temp. bed.
I got another possible ride offer into Arizona today!
And I looked and it's in the low 80's in Phoenix and in Tucson!
I want to look at AZ photos and totally enjoy the interesting shapes and places in the environment of the SW.
I have been making some super cool art lately, I'm so impressed I am working my way around the new software filters and adjustments on a new graphic design/photo retouching type program to get the kind of art that I want.
The universe can very quickly move me out of the area I"m now in. There are many people driving south, whom can give me rides easily. I can be in another state very fast and do fine and survive and be treated with lots of respect. I can be in places where all is peaceful, and calm, and things work out for me. And money comes to me easily too.
I absolutely plan to stay in a new area very soon. i plan to focus on all of the things I want, all qualities I wish for to make my life easy and peaceful at all times no matter what.
I have a lovely new boyfriend, he is going through some stress. But he is very resilient. And I believe I have helped us make a plan/find us an option to shift stress a lot in the next handful of days by making a nice long trip and getting along with a kind helpful person whom will likely safely and easily drive us to our next place of residence. I expect more intimacy between he and I as time goes on and trust growing while we both develop more stable lives in one location consistently again.
I am drawing a line. I'm saying I'm done. I'm saying STOP now before you hurt me anymore! I'm putting up a massive boundary in a relationship and am just stopping it from continuing. I have the right to kind, loving and tender complete commitment and faithfulness from a love. And I demand only that from a love/partner.
I really enjoy being with the man I love. I really adore him. I really love loving him. I really want a long term relationship and much happiness with him.
It feels good to say "I have > before the list of my desires, it really feels good to say it :D
I can vibe on always having a very sober romance, where the man I love and am with very long-term and I only live sober lives, do sober type things, and enjoy them always and are fulfilled at all times with this lifestyle.