I am having a tough time right now with going with the flow- my life's currant. I keep telling myself to get happy and follow that, and then I find myself trying hard to make things happen the way I want them to be instead of letting go and letting the universe do it's magic.
I guess I feel stuck, and I really don't want that, so I must find my way back to feeling free, and unlimited. Maybe I'm trying too hard , and not feeling the joy in life like I know is all around me.
I know I tend to hold onto guilt, which only keeps my inner childish behavior from playing, and having fun. I have spent way too much of my precious energy on feeling like I have to be disciplined in my approach to life- you know get up, and get to work on things that make money, clean the house, force my kid to do her homework, and chores, and on, and on, and on! I'm tired already!
I went to bed last night after a few tears welled up in my eyes, and asked myself "what do you want," and "what does it look like?" I have to say it's always been clear to me what I want- I think its letting go and letting me have it feel the self worth that has been the struggle...
Abraham-Hicks teaches that we should be selfish, for then we have more to give. There's enough for everyone, and yet my head won't shut up long enough for me to let go, and simply let in.
I know what I need to do, but maybe I need to hear it from you!
One more thing I'd like to add is I watched UNDER THE TUSCAN SUN, which is such an inspiring movie to me, and as I watched, a couple of scenes spoke loud and clear to me...the free-spirited blond said " never lose your childish behavior," and "go fix up your house and forget about it." I just needed to share that.