I am pushing 50. I have goals. But some seem a distance into my future. Three people I knew have passed in the last 8 years. Time is starting to feel short. I can do less ideal things in today to have some happiness, pleasure, enjoy the day. This instead of waiting for ideal dream moments to materialize to enjoy experiences. It is like taking myself to a favorites movie instead of waiting until I find a friend who also wants to see it and go to see it together. But some things are different and I want to reach out and do much, much more of what would make me happiest in today. And not regret my choices.
Does that seem fairer to myself/yourself?
why having a short-time consciousness?!