All I had to do was check on something then submit it if it was correct which it was as I made a mental note then I just overlooked it after where I had to go back.
Other times all i had to do was submit in that timeframe and I forgot 10 out of 10 times.
It's like saying the last 20 times all I had to do is walk outside my house and put a box but forgot to or overlooked it.
It's in a financial sense.
I've been very emotional since because it was so darn easy.
Honestly it seems like a lot of bad luck.
The only one stopping you is yourself.
There is never anything nefarious working against you. It is always thought, belief and fear based coming from you. Watch Abraham Hicks videos on YouTube to understand more
All I have to do is think positive thoughts?
I've got all of abe hicks books.
What you are thinking at the moment is a form of paranoia: that 'they' are all out to get you, give you bad luck etc, and it hasn't served you well at all. Change your thoughts. Start to believe in PRONOIA: that everything is unfolding FOR YOU.
You have the books, but have you read them? They won't magically change your life just sitting on your bookshelf.
But reading the books (or watching videos) isn't enough. You have to apply what you've read, using what you've learned and the exercises in the books to make changes in the way you see yourself, your place in the world, and your role as creator of your own experience. Given how you keep describing yourself and your experience in terms of perennial victimization, and powerlessness over external forces, it's clear you have neither read the books, nor applied anything you've read to transforming your own mindset. And until you do that, nothing can change.
Go read the first book. Do the exercises in it. Start paying attention to the nature of your thoughts, because it is your own thoughts that are working against you--nothing else--and you are the only one who can change your experience because you are the only one who can change your thoughts.
There's no bad luck out there sweetheart, only bad thoughts:
Rather than trying to monitor your thoughts, we encourage that you simply pay attention to how you are feeling. For if you should choose a thought that is not in harmony with the way that broader, older, wiser, loving Inner Being part of you sees it, you will feel the discord; and then you can easily redirect your thought to something that feels better and, therefore, serves you better.
"It gets so much easier when you are responding to your own guidance system; because what a lot of humans are doing instead is, they’re finding mutuality with what others wish for them, or with what others want from them – even with what others are doing.
So, you get all of these sort of mixed messages that you give to yourself about how many hours a day you should work, or how many of this you should eat, or whatever it is; you get all of these sort of artificial standards going on which don’t serve you very well.
But if you’re listening for the satisfaction of your Inner Being, who knows everything that you’ve asked for, and what it has evolved to in your Vortex, and what its stage of evolution is, and what is being revealed to you right now that you’re ready to be receptive of - then nothing gets out of balance.
So it is possible to stay in a perpetual state of satisfaction; it is possible and highly encouraged." - Abraham
Angels are always helping and guiding you, as well as providing for you, but negative beliefs block their good from coming into your life. If you believe that they are stopping, it isn’t that that is happening, it’s that your belief is acting like a huge wall which blocks everything and reflects it away. Become an allower and cooperative component to your good: believe that they are HELPING you.