so I have a new job and I can't be happier about it.
it's housekeeping (cleaning hotel rooms and such) and I love doing it!
what happened was... I was doing an on site training for this job at a holiday apartment (hotel looking building with loads of huge rooms) and it was the day the management lady was to come in and inspect how well the trainees were doing.
at that time I was in charge of the bathroom of this 2 bedder, scrubbing the shower tiles, mumbling to myself "hey I think I'm doing pretty good_ all the rooms I have been cleaning have been super clean and tidy, and by doing what I do, people are able to stay in this apartment feeling real good and all. I am doing really good, I'm sure I get this job" "but hey, even if I don't get this, people are happy partly because of what I do right_ I can get a job, don't worry, I can and I will find a job" over and over.
I did not stop desiring this job even after finishing the said room however. then the next day I found out that I have the job!
I may sound like rambling but that is how it happened.
did I let go of the outcome and manifested the job not knowing I was doing it?
thanks for your input :)