First, let me thank you all for your positive and uplifting energy that you have been giving me as I lurk the past few weeks. You're a wise group, so I have a few questions that havent quite been addressed.
I recently went through a devastating break up. Met a woman, fell madly in love..she moved in. 8 months later in what seemed like out of the blue ( I realize now it was something I was attracting for who knows how long) she decides to move out. I have been going through the most difficult period in my entire life, and have devoted countless hours to reading all about the LOA, and many many of the books that you have all recommended in these forums. I have tried very hard to stay upbeat, I am staying busy, I am working on myself. Now here is the kicker...I WORK with my ex ( insert life lesson on dating a co worker here). SO I see her EVERYDAY. UGH.
My question is...though I have tried to remain upbeat and positive, I have also been going through the roller coaster of emotions that go along with having your heart torn out of your chest, shown to you....thrown on the ground, stomped on, lit ablaze ( you get the idea)...I have released the intention of manifesting her back to my life and am using daily affirmations, meditation and visualization to manifest other positive things to me. How will these negative/depressing/hopeless/lonely feelings that sometimes crop up, affect the outcome of my work?
Thank you in advance for all your sage words of wisdom!
Look in the mirror, smile at yourself and know that you got these responses because you attracted them, you manifested them! :)
You are a powerful creator and you're doing just fine :)
First, my compassion to you. I faced a similar situation in late September (heart torn out & all the works)--only not quite as bad as I didn't have to work with him (that totally sucks btw). But it truly was the most difficult period of my life up to that point. Second, luckily I found this post here in the PI forum that really helped, so I offer it to you if you haven't already seen it:
More than getting the ex back, it has important advice about getting yourself back. For me that was the work. And realizing I had centered waaaay too much of my energy around this guy. The lonely/negative feelings are normal and can actually help your work. The negative feelings, some of them are just from your mind dwelling on the issue-- these you can halt when you're aware they're from a mind spinning on itself--but some of them arise due to issues that were never dealt with in the relationship. And I think these will positively affect the work because they bring these issues to the surface where you can deal with them.
Some time (soon!) from now, I hope you will find that while this has been a most painful period of your life, it will also be one of the most fruitful in your work and personal growth. It really does take time, and you deserve to give yourself that luxury.
A hug & many blessings to you!