Just focus on yourself and your wellbeing and what you do want from him and law of attraction will do the rest for you too. Here's a great Abraham's video that can help Overcome Your Fear and Sustain Your Accomplished Success and a quote:
Thank you Dorothy! sometimes it's so easy to give into the dark thoughts!
Yes i know dear but all it takes is just some pratice.
p.s. this is a truly great video that can really help you for any creation, it clearly explains the attitude you need to have:
When I was consistent ly in s 12 step group it helped me get into the habit of putting 5 gratitutes at the bottom of my journal entries. Then Abraham helped me change them to Appreciations, and I added a few, "Wouldn't out be nice ifs" from Abe too. These very much helped me with moods inluding depression symptoms too.