Secondly, don't be "ashamed". There is no need and its just a waste of energy. "Failure" is also nothing to fear and sometimes its a necessary step to becoming a "winner". Re facing the world - okay. You don't know "how to breathe" but you still do right. Sometimes we think we have to figure everything out - but the reality is that we don't at all. Meet the world being all that you are - and that will be enough!
Always remember you create your own reality, visualie your goals, rise your vibes & live your dream life****
Start feeling in total control cause you ARE!
Some quotes 4 you:
Don’t worry about sharing your frustrations. Believe it or not, most teachers recognise that life is not always unicorns and rainbows (although the LOA community try to make people believe it is often). However, please recognise you are putting way too much pressure on yourself here. Firstly not everyone figures out what they “want to do in life” (which means “lack of to do in life”); When you look at what those words actually mean – its kind of relevant. As what you have described is the opposite of that.
Great that you recognised your job was effecting your health, and you know most people do jobs that do just that and never realise or recognise it – so you are way ahead of those people already!
So at the moment your options are quite open. Do you really want to do the exam? (and if so, you indicate that you have to take a “refresher” course which may be a good thing – especially if you like the subject you are learning about. However, you say this was a “rush” decision – so I’m wondering if you have actually thought about whether you really desire to have the licensure exam? You see sometimes we think we desire something, but we really don’t desire it at all.