I had found hope in my situation today. I have found the answers what I needed since forever. I started doing LOA to attract my ex back. And though it will happen soon, I am OK with it coming true or not. I have been very hard on myself. I’ve been insecure and depressed. I thought i’ve done things out of self love but it was basically trying to prove to my ex I am living life happily without him. He broke up with me and found someone new. There are rumors that he slept with a dear friend of mine. He’s currently in a relationship with that new girl he found. And then I saw something that made me realize all these things. That I have been giving him the power to hurt me even though we’re far apart. Realizing all these things made me feel lighter. Better. I have finally found peace within me. Slowly but surely I will learn to find that happiness within me. I’m not sure what the future hold but I will live in the end. Live in a reality where I am truly happy and truly loving myself. All these things that happened were a product of my old habitual negative thinking. And as much as I’m not wnjoying it I know I have the ability to change my current reality. Thank you for all your advices. Thank you for all the wonderful words to cheer me up. Remember, we’re still humans. We still have feelings. Don’t suppress it. Let it go. Cry your heart out. Get mad. And always remember to be happy and do it for YOURSELF.