I am stumped when it comes to housing. I keep sleeping in shelters and now on the street. I am judging myself if it makes me brave or not respectable by common society.
What if I decide to give up in finding housing and just sleep where the heck ever and plan to get keep trying to complete a master's degree in Art anyway desperately poor or not
Phone keyboard broken pretend there was a question mark at the end of the last sentence .
If I decide I don't need housing and I will survive without then will the damn universe find me somewhere to live with my ten health conditions and work being extremely upsetting and panic attack provoking to even do in normal job ..
"Phone keyboard broken pretend there was a question mark at the end of the last sentence ." Laura, you are so funny!!! i laughed out loud. For someone in such a vicarious place to be making jokes is astounding. It is your spirit that keeps you going through the toughest times. I hope for you to find housing on campus for a Masters degree and from there maybe you will teach Art in school? But certainly i am only speculating. Only YOU know what you desire. But think it through. Like painting a picture you need to know what youre intending.
What is your desired outcome?
Where would you live if you could live anywhere?
What position would you love if you could have any?
How much money would you desire to make?
what kinds of people do you wish to be surrounded by?
If you had all of the above as you wish would you be satisfied?
I want to peacefully, and with plenty of privacy do an MFA program.
Phoenix area again. This is why I was so miserable in FL with the humidity and sudden torrential thunderstorm at random.
I wan to be a billionaire.
I wish to be surrounded by kind, and respectful and law abiding people at all times.
-Abe would say something like," We would be happy maybe for an afternoon, because there is always more to want!"
You don't have to give up your desires, you deserve a safe comfortable place in which to live like all people. I understand you are just tired of looking for it so for now i'd suggest stop insisting, let go and start trusting the magic of the Universe by noticing the little miracles all around you. You got this!
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I cannot see a way into private housing as long as I'm disabled. I have no idea how other's with serious disabilities manage to get low income private apartments. It appears IMPOSSIBLE so I'm apparently manifesting it being IMPOSSIBLE for me.