I need help choosing to view this situation differently or choosing a better feeling thought.
Before knowing about the LOA : I sort of had a plan and I executed it well in the beginning. But things didn’t go as planned. Lots of unplanned great things happened too.
I kept going in the same direction while learning about the LOA . This gave me mixed results.
I have now revised my goal in ways that reflect my new understanding of my real self. The goal essentially remains same on the surface but has a new meaning now.
At this point I feel confident in my knowledge and skills to actually manifest what I had planned.
But I get this feeling that I am late. Ideally, I should have been there at that time and somewhere else later. I am referring to goals that have a defined time frame, like getting that master’s degree will take you at least two years. Even if I stop comparing myself with the peers who are ahead of me in that particular game, I feel like I am behind my own plans.
I distract myself or sometimes tell myself that because of my new perspective and approach I will live a much better life. Life is a journey ..etc etc
But a small voice says- what about the time you missed? You are just catching up.
I don’t enjoy catching up or even keeping up.
It feels like you were in sixth grade and did not succeed and now have to repeat sixth grade. Yes you have learnt so much in that time and you believe that the lessons you learnt will help you in the future but you still have to finish sixth grade to get back to your plan.
I can try to suck it up but I don’t want to.
I want to feel the same excitement you feel for a new fresh goal .
What would you tell yourself in this situation ?
Believe that IT’S ALL UNFOLDING PERFECTLY. Your whole life unfolding in ways which benefit you, and that you are always in the right place at the right time, doing the right thing.
Sometimes we just need to surrender, the Universe doesn't make mistakes with timing :)
So true Dorothy!
Thanks for the response Sir Neil.
Do you think you are late in life or in appreciating the perfection of it all? ;D :
Oh no ....