So I've been bullied by my uncle, aunts, been bullied by my community.
ive lost my mom, my sister abuses me, my aunties are indifferent towards me, I have no female friends, nothing comes into my existence.
people gossip about me, spread rumours, bully me.
ive done everything, read all the loa books Like and hicks, deepak chopra, Seth, ponder, help out many many people everyday, tried my best, lived very virtuous and yet nothing comes of it or nothing nice happens.
im sick of this. Sick of this life where I've done nothing wrong, did everything, worked hard more than anyone else I know and yet I get nothing.
I already know how the loa works.
All my friends-got everything in terms of females, relationships
Me: nothing (worked more harder, they never even read the loa, I helped out more, I would be a slave to have what I desire, even achieved more). I got absolutely nothing.
Then decide to be selfish and just do whatever gives you relief from circumstances that are overwhelming. Seriously detach from it all and go hike by yourself, or sit in a hot bath, whatever gives you momentary relief, just fo it!
I can understand your frustration.
And if you really want to achieve your desired life you will have to make some big changes in yourself. It is not a superficial process. Reading books is only the first step towards your dream life. Practicing LOA is like swimming, you cannot simply read about it. You have to get inside the water and start small and keep practicing.
You see, LOA is not just about achieving a particular desire, it is a way of living. It is a universal law that is totally impartial, so the outside world reflects exactly what we are . There is no favoritism . And it is not true that you have not manifested anything. In fact, you manifested everything that you were vibrationally equivalent to.
If I were you, I would focus on becoming the best version of myself. You want to be very happy with yourself and your already existing life . Do you feel super sexy and confident? Do you care for your health and fitness and looks? Do you have passionate goals that set your heart on fire? How is your routine like.. do you spend time doing activities that make you happy?
I understand that it sounds like a big leap from where you are vibrationally but you need to start somewhere. If it seems too hard for you then may be get some help from a LOA buddy or a coach who can help you put concepts into practice and keep motivating you.
You can also benefit from youtubers that have excellent videos on how to practice this skill. Try Aaron doughty, personal mastery quest, mindbodyspirit, awesome AJ. I am sure there are many more. I will try posting links to videos that you might find helpful.
You can do this!
All the best to you!
Hey sweetheart have you ever tried to do nothing at all?? That's what the Universe wants you to do!! Because it wants to give you huge gifts for free******
Here's a short but very powerful/empowering video, When you feel like quitting:
Thanks for the replies.
I've worked the hardest out of everyone, kindest.
I've had to watch everyone, all my cousins, friends, everyone get everything, the universe was serendipity towards them.
I worked extremeley hard. Saved lives.
I will never ever have any relationships. I'll just have nothing.
Hey Amritpal :)
working the hardest doesnt mean you’re entitled to more - with a better understanding of LOA you’d understand it should be easy. It’s nothing to do with what you do externally, it’s all internal.
Forget your cousins, Aunty’s, uncles, why the focus on them? You need to turn it back onto yourself and get out of this headspace.
As for having nothing - you are on this BEAUTIFUL planet, with the opportunity to do absolutely anything you want with your life, that sounds like something to me. Never forget how blessed you are and remember there are always others much much worse off.. There are endless options and opportunities - the only person stopping you is yourself.
Tell me what it is you want?
Wonderful reply Amy!*****