(I'm going to be using some very specific terminology/belief systems, so if you don't believe in them then you won't be able to answer my question.)
So, I know that they will have limitless potential, intelligence, wisdom, powers, talents, etc. They arrive just "knowing" things, they are marked from the beginning, and countless sources have foretold of their coming.
Where does that leave me? I'm afraid that even if I continue pursuing esoteric studies, these youngsters will just outrace me in terms of knowledge and new discoveries and I'll be left in their dust. I understand that it is not a race and that they're here for the sake of enlightening all of us, but still it bothers me that I may lack the potential that these children are simply preset with, and that hard work/inspiration on my part may never be enough to be up to par with theirs. I don't want to be a bystander, I want to be an active member of the Lightworkers that change this world! I don't know how to silence my ego -sigh- because if I did, I don't think I'd care how I match up with them. But for some reason, I just do and it's hard for me to accept that I'll be obsolete (again, I know there's technically no such thing) compared to them because they just have so much more power to fulfill their roles. I'm an Indigo child (17 years old) and it's these Crystal, Rainbow, Star children that make me feel less significant. :( Children that are born at 11:11 AM/PM, on the 11th of November ... it's just so obvious that they're meant to do some great things. I'm pretty darn advanced for my age and I know I'm going to do so much more (bragging! xD) but when I think about being "outraced" it makes me want to drop everything I do. I don't know why I have such a fatalistic point of view.
Does anyone have any suggestions on how to improve my feelings about this?