It's Time (A writing about looking for love)

This is a self declaration of sorts about creating a loving relationship. I thought others may get inspiration from it as well. And want to add support to anyone who is asking for love. From someone who has so much love in my life in all other forms and feels completely filled up from within, it was actually difficult for me to accept that i could love in a human sense like everyone else. I guess i also saw asking for a relationship as putting myself down because in my soul i know that i am complete unto myself that i don't need to be completed or filled up by anyone else. However i realised it's okay to love and be loved and be close to someone (other than my close friends and family and neighbours etc... ) and welcome what comes from that beautiful experience!

Many Blessings,
Sandy

It's time!!

I've asked and am willing to make it a priority this year to create and nurture a very beautiful relationship. I accept the person into my life that is ready to co-create with me ...on the journey with me and michael. (After five years of processing healing being at peace with my past and finding completeness and fullfillment within me without someone, i think it's about time?!)

I welcome them in and receive them into my heart. There is so much space for them to be apart of our lives right now. I feel much gratitude to love another in the context of a relationship and to be loved... and discover what a conscious harmonious truly unique and loving relationship is all about. I'd love to grow so much from this experience!!

I'm ready to discover and change in new ways that i never thought possible, while being in a role of a partner/girlfriend/wife in addition to my other earthly roles as mum and just being a woman and self-nurturing.

I have only experienced a very brief glimpse of what it's like in a relationship and being a partner, this is all new and i embrace it fully. I'm absolutely at peace with myself as a person in all ways and look forward to sharing in a healthy and peaceful way and always taking time to work on the connection so that it is supportive of both of us and michael too.

I ask that i am receptive to my beloved that my eyes are completely open to notice him and recognise him. That we can now get to know each other and form a deep friendship that grows effortlessly and happily, that things are very natural and joyous in all ways. I ask that i am always guided if there is any action i need to take, and/or when to just be and allow in.

I release any barriers or self-preservation or heart protection mechanism! (Or at least he knows how to get around them safely!!! haha)

I am safe to receive love. I am safe to love someone and be attracted to someone and there is someone who feels the same way about me. I don't need to feel like they will leave when i let them know i care about them, because the person who feels the same has no reason to leave and can't wait to know me more!

I am worthy of love and a relationship... beyond the immense love i feel within me , from the universe and spirit, the angels, my own highest self and within my cells and spirit as a mum for creation and in the every day joy i feel. I accept that i now want to experience the love within relationship shared with a partner, and that it's okay to ask to want that. I release this request fully in my own terms and choose to be ready and accepting of it.

I accept that all the love i have already provides a bright light for my special beloved to see me and that i too can see his bright light which is also very beautiful and inspired from his unique journey so far. There is joy surrounding every step of our journey together... it is so heartwarming to meet in the physical!

Also i want complete clarity and guidance from within if i need to take any action (or not!!) and how to know if someone is interested.. because i have absolutely no clue! (As much as it's hard for me to show i'm interested- go the self protection mechanism!!!) As much as i am aware of things that's one area so unknown to me... Also i'm only looking for one person! Not a whole set of potential partners... just someone who i really click with more than anyone!

Thank you god! My immense gratitude! I trust in divine timing... :)

Much Love,
Sandy