energy and something resonated with me but I'm unable to figure it out exactly. Here's what you wrote:
I think that split energy, and resistance and getting contrast are often caused by just not accepting where we are right now. Do others agree? And how do we truly accept where we currently are if there is do much contrast around us? Any thoughts?
Lately I have found myself jumping from activity to activity. I don't know why I'm doing it. I'll even read sometimes for just a few minutes before moving on to something else!
I know that a lot of things are coming from my childhood/early life, I am wondering how to work with these things.
Write back if you get a chance
All I have been doing is try to relearn to functional and think beyo d my dysfu ctional childhood training myself since I started in this site 11 or so years ago?
I consider my adult life to have been as bad as my childhood now. And I've not made that many strides from studying this stuff. I've still suffered really badly.
I mean, How do I get the Universe to GET ME INTO A NEUROSURGEON AND FIX MY NECK IF THE DISCS NEED TO BE FIXED? I've now been trying for 5 years!