So a couple of days ago I was telling you all about how I felt my friends wouldn't support me in any case in my thinking.
Today my mun sent me a text telling me my ex has a new relationship (at first I thought worst case scenario and that when I was feeling good.) I don't really want him back. I think he needs to change also., but I still have feelings for him. So I'm just trying to feel good and let him go so that I can get clarity on the situation. Maybe there's also somebody better, I don't know what the future holds :)
But the text led me to wanting to admit all of my feelings and everything I was thinking too both of my best friends and they told me they completely understood everything and that I wasn't stupid and should follow my heart :)
It was the most amazing thing ever. I'm so thankful this event happened even if it seemed so bad at first. I have the trust of all of my friends and family and I know that I'll be supported everywhere I go now :)
Thank you. I might admit it's sometimes hard because I still love him, but I feel so much lighter and I know I'm on the right path to something better :)