I've been doing some clearing work with regard to my manifestation via a technique I read somewhere complete surrender to the higher power. On the first few days you're supposed to be sitting in a silent place take 5-6 deep breaths and then write down a few( 4-5) things or thoughts on a note pad,which are important to achieving your goal.
Well, my result has been that all the things I've written down appear in my dream but it still goes wrong...and horribly so! I was already waking up feeling low and now this. Ush. So it was making me feel bad and so I stopped but the dreams keep continuing.
Any ideas? Is this just my subcouscious trying to mess with my head again or how should I look at this?