I have read so much about it and truly understand importance of mastering it. I always remind it to myself but when you really desire something badly - when desire turns to need it is not that easy to let it go…
May be it happens with me often as I am still an amateur? :)
Yesterday I have felt the importance of it with whole my existence and I hope never forget this feeling!
I decided to free my sweetheart from my heart and all related expectations - wishing him all the best sincerely, to find the true love that he will really care, pay attention and appreciate (qualities that I always felt missing in our relationship). Every time he passed through my thought I kept repeating: “ I am letting you go so we both can find our true path and I am grateful for you being in my life, for all love and joy we shared together”. Honestly I felt much better and deep down I knew that I owe this to myself even if I love him so much but we are just in different levels of our lives and it brings me more desperation than joy at this stage.
And then, completely not expected things happen, I still cannot believe!!!
My sweetheart turn up – and after 3 hours of talking, shouting and crying he reassured me (million times already!) in his love and our future! The evening ended up with a beautiful proposal of heart and marriage! :)
Not when you desperate but when you let it go, let it develop and only when you are ready to receive it is yours!
My dear soul mates, I am sharing with you first as I feel that it may give wings to many of you! I read yesterday my previous posts and could not believe how down I was! It feels as I am completely new person Now!!!
I believe in myself, love myself, believe in God’s love and trust that whatever my heart needs will be given I only need to TRUST and FEEL him within!
Love and Peace
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