I have banged my head against the walls over and over for two weeks, and I've gotten literally nowhere.
Is the UNIVERSE AGAINST me moving to Nevada?
As well the guy.
I basically give up and believe only an act of God could bring me either dream now.
Stupid question here but...what happens if you try to make it worse then? That's probably a horrible thing to say and the LAST thing I want for you is horrible things, I know they've been enough. But that's what popped in there, if the more you try to make things better the worse they get, what happens if you try to make things worse, do they get better? Not sure how you'd even do that - and dont do anything stupid!