5 years really isn’t a long time if you look at things long term. However if you are unsure or not feeling certain look at the reasons why that is. Draw up a pros and cons list of joining that company and not joining that company.
Now suffering like most things is a choice. If you believe you will suffer through the next five years that is what you will create. If however you believe you will learn new things, work with great people, have doors opening then that is what you will create. However you need to affirm things regularly. Just saying it once wont do – however saying it 3x a day will be much better to helping you create the future you are wanting to.
Now with those books and quotes, that is what the authors believed but it doesn’t mean you have to believe them. There can be gain without pain, and being successful doesn’t have to include suffering. It’s a choice of what you want to choose to believe.
With LOA it is not a one time only thing. It is something you have to work on constantly because we are living on a beautiful, evolving planet with many other souls. So you have to be conscious of what you are choosing, thinking and saying. If you choose to affirm the things above and then thought “this will never work” then it won’t.