“I am getting to the point where I want more commitment.”
I assume you mean you want more commitment from yourself to care about how you feel so much and focus on gently guiding yourself into alignment so you can feel better unconditionally.
That’s a good commitment to have with yourself.
You can’t care about how you feels. When you notice he is out of alignment, you mess up your own. Just focus on you.
Aside from Brian's great suggestions, I have a few thoughts i'd share.
Now the focus you want to do is instead of fears and the walls, focus on the positives. You know Abe talks about feeling good, that is the key in essence. You see when you are truly feeling good, fear has no power at all. Now you say you want more commitment. Well the first thing to recognise is that we can't ask anything of anyone else that we haven't asked of ourselves. So how committed to you are you? Are you willing to stay committed to your goal? Seems like a silly question but its surprising that we don't ask ourselves it and sometimes when we do, we realise we aren't committed fully to ourselves.
Affirmations are great tools to use as are affirmations so I would suggest using those. "I am happy" "Why am I so happy" why are me and my boyfriend so happy" etc.
Well you need to get clearer on what you want your life to be like and what you want to create. Then the rest will fall into place and it will make any decisions you have easier to decide upon.
It will and you can do it. Its not so much about being in balance or committing to focus, but rather being clear about what you want and then being committed to yourself to follow through. When you have that kind of clarity and that kind of determination, mountains can't stop you.