Have you ever experience that you feel you are powerless that everyone around seems exercising their power on you because that is your only position in that situation?
That is where i am now. I feel that i am a remote control robot that everyone can easily set me for whatever they want me to do for them. I feel so powerless today in my work place... until i feel i have enough, i went home early without telling my boss.
While heading towards home, i have imagine myself A MILLIONAIRE, somebody who can control anything with the power of money, somebody who can do everything with the power of money, somebody who say something and everyone agrees and believes because of the power of money, someone who does not have to agree with anyone even if they are right because i have the power of money. I have imagine them that they feel sorry for just treating me that way. Now, everybody wants to have a business connection with me because I HAVE THE POWER that they are seeking :D HAHAHAHA!!!
From powerless, i feel anger and imagine, wish and wanted these.
Is there any power in wanting from the feeling place of ANGER instead of wanting from the feeling place of being happy?
Would that be helpful or adding to my grief?