I was dreaming and kept hearing people say go to oxford. So I had a book a long time ago about oxford so when I woke up. I said I'd buy the book as I was sure I'd lost it in a move when all my books was thrown out by the new owner of my old house. So I was looking four something else than I found that book. I was surprised and happy. Then I started visualizing the life I wanted in Oxfordshire and Oxford college. I started imagining money and being a botany student the life the friends it was awesome. Then I picked up a book found in the table of contents a random page that gave me an idea about a business. I felt like I was on the edge of possibility. I felt so good holding the idea for that business in my mind the thought Itself was almost as good as the actual thing.
Then I stopped visualizing I got scared and kept thinking it'll be impossible to get in Oxford I felt like their was something blocking me from starting that business that I'd have trouble talking to others on the phone trying to make business deals lol.
Why did that happen why did I get scared and how do I get more signs and follow them instantly and obediently?
You choose to believe that you could live in Oxford, and started visualizing it etc. Then you got swayed by other peoples thoughts about it being impossible to live there and too costly etc and you allowed that to influence your thoughts and beliefs and you started to make them true for you.
You got swayed by other peoples beliefs and made their beliefs more powerful than yours and so you became at the effect of them. Had you reinforced your own beliefs about it, you would have found that this wouldn’t have happened. You need to be clear on what you want to create – whether that’s Oxford or somewhere else first and foremost and then start affirming and declaring what you wish to create. Then the universe will start to give you signs or indicators and you need to demonstrate to the universe that you are serious by auctioning them.