I'll try & keep this short & simple....apologies if it's confusing in advance lol.
Ok, so recently i've been trying every single method of manifesting...visualisation, remote seduction, affirmations, creation boxes etc. I've been browing this forum & others gaining tips & positivity etc. Everything's fine mid week, then the weekend comes & probably 7 times out of 10, throws a spanner in the works.
(maybe I should add i'm trying to manifest the ex, a new job, money & friends lol)
The main one is friends, which leads to my negativity at weekend because sometimes I have no one to do anything with. I only have a handful of friends, & when they're busy or have no money or got their kids, i'm alone. (which is why i'm trying to manifest more friends)
Like this past weekend, I went shopping on Saturday (didnt buy anything, not much money, & plus i work in a shopping mall so it's not really a luxury for me as i'm there all the time lol) i only did it to get out of the house for a couple of hours (& away from my dad), then on Sunday all I did was walk around the woods (again to get out of the house).
All in all...boring weekend! (for me anyway)
I know people say, look on the bright side, i got time to myself, I had a nice walk which also benefited weight loss, true, but it only passed 3 hours.
I'm 22 years old, i want & should be making the most of my freedom ( i have no responsibilities such as kids) & having fun at weekends. I can't help but be bored & then i'm feeling fed up etc, & nothing can take my mind off everything else i'm trying to manifest (they're another different story lol)
I've been reading the Secret, & trying my damned hardest to remain positive & things but things like that just get me down. On Weds/Thurs last week, I was so happy & positive, I was vibrating like excited like something was about to happen (maybe cos i got an unexpected msg from the ex on weds lol) but it just seemed to drain out of me on Saturday, & I cried a hell of a lot that night (partly due to my Dad also)
Sorry it's not as short & simple as I intended lol. Has anyone here been like this & successfully come through it??
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