So I am more or less psychic and I just have bad things happen and bad energy come to me.
Remember in my previous threads I did get bullied a lot.
There are people like my uncles, one of my cousins and people in the community that want to spread a rumour, gossip, bully, condense, bad mouth, abuse me.
I've been bullied a lot.
But bad energy keeps coming.
My dad doesn't sleep well and get bad dreams, he's starting to scream (very horrific dreams virtually of me).
So why does bad things happen to me, us?
The universe is putting me into negative situations despite trying my best being positive.
I don't know, maybe you keep imaging or expecting it to happen again and so it does. If we focus on what is, we get more of it. I think you have to ignore reality and keep your focus upon being the person you want to be. But it will probably take time before your new thoughts begin to manifest. You will probably continue to be faced with abusive situations for a little while longer while affirming your new reality until you fully let go of seeing yourself as a victim. Just keep persisting. Build up the new you in your imagination so it can eventually manifest upon the screen of space.
In the movie The Secret there was a gay guy that got bullied. And he manage to change his reality. That might be some inspiration for you. The move was free on Youtube - it might still be there.
Welcome to the club. We are all psychic to some degree, its just rarely talked about and so often times when you go through psychic experiences – its easy to feel alone and like you are the only one, but the truth is you are not at all.
Now bad things and bad energy don’t just come to you – you actually invite them in. Now your counsins, uncles etc find happiness by being nasty. That is no excuse for their bad behavior, but it is what it is. You have choices in that you can (a) confront them with what you know; or (b) don’t allow that negativity to stick. You also have other choices in that you can (c) get upset and claim you are powerless, (d) weep and cry and do nothing etc. These are just some obvious choices that you have and there are probably countless more.
You cannot blame the universe for fulfilling your orders – because its your order. If you want to place a different order you can do, but your “feeling good” is the first and most important step and that means making a choice that no matter what you are going to feel good.
This truly helpful Abraham video can really heal, Get Rid Of The Bad Energy In Your Life! :