So I am more or less psychic and I just have bad things happen and bad energy come to me.
Remember in my previous threads I did get bullied a lot.
There are people like my uncles, one of my cousins and people in the community that want to spread a rumour, gossip, bully, condense, bad mouth, abuse me.
I've been bullied a lot.
But bad energy keeps coming.
My dad doesn't sleep well and get bad dreams, he's starting to scream (very horrific dreams virtually of me).
So why does bad things happen to me, us?
The universe is putting me into negative situations despite trying my best being positive.
I don't know, maybe you keep imaging or expecting it to happen again and so it does. If we focus on what is, we get more of it. I think you have to ignore reality and keep your focus upon being the person you want to be. But it will probably take time before your new thoughts begin to manifest. You will probably continue to be faced with abusive situations for a little while longer while affirming your new reality until you fully let go of seeing yourself as a victim. Just keep persisting. Build up the new you in your imagination so it can eventually manifest upon the screen of space.
In the movie The Secret there was a gay guy that got bullied. And he manage to change his reality. That might be some inspiration for you. The move was free on Youtube - it might still be there.
This truly helpful Abraham video can really heal, Get Rid Of The Bad Energy In Your Life! :