Recently I think I have been losing all my confidence, self esteem and self worth.
We have been trying for a baby for 3 years and it had not worked till now and because of the treatments I had to leave my job and sit at home as I wont get leave from my job if I have to do the treatment. The IVF treatment has failed twice and once with a miscarriage. Now Sitting at home I m feeling depressed, unhappy, unloved , lost all self esteem, I have become fat and ugly as well.
On the other hand I feel my husband does not love me anymore and the reason is when we all friends group go out to dinner or lunches or even meet up he is seen talking to this girl who is his friends wife a lot, if the menu comes he would give the menu to her and ask her to order for everyone without even asking me, he seems to enjoy her company more as he shares jokes and facts with her and does not even show much interest in me.There is no fault of the girl and I am not angry with her. I cannot talk to my husband about this as he will think I m questioning his loyalty and I am not even sure if I m right or wrong.
I want to attract self confidence, self esteem, good health and love in to my life. Please advice what I can do about it by using the secret and the law of attraction.