Monday. Just one of the seven days in a week but why does it always takes twice as much effort to do anything. All in my head, I know. I am trying my hardest to be positive, to look at things in a brighter way but today, I'm finding it difficult to do so.
Please Universe, give me strength to change my thinking.
Added by Eleven on May 6, 2012 at 11:05pm —
This is a pic I took on the weekend. Place that took my breath away and I feel so lucky to be able to see it. Only two of these "suspended tables" in the world.
Added by Eleven on June 22, 2011 at 5:47am —
So I got up couple of hours ago and sun is shining, coffee was perfect (new jar always tastes better), my day is gonna be perfect. I decided not to make any plans for today and just go with a flow. Lets see where it's gonna take me. I am trying so hard to loose that "control freak" thing.
I have to go to work in the afternoon but till then, I am letting Universe take over and it's gonna be all good.
I am gonna have a great day! :)
Added by Eleven on May 4, 2011 at 10:26pm —
So much for feeling "at peace" today. But I guess that's what happens when you start digging deep. I don't know what I expected to happen but I certainly wasn't ready for feeling like this. Scared, angry, empty, over emotional, sad....All at the same time. How is that even possible????
Two weeks ago I knew exactly where I was heading and even though I was feeling saddened about the whole "separation" thing I knew I wanted it and I knew it wasn't gonna be easy, but I was ready for… Continue
Added by Eleven on May 2, 2011 at 2:30am —
Today I am grateful my kids are happy.
I am grateful I feel at peace.
I am grateful it was a lovely day.
I am grateful I had a good rest today.
Added by Eleven on May 1, 2011 at 10:44am —
My lap top died and I lost all my favorites. I bought a new one but since then I have not been back here. Reason? No idea. I always enjoyed reading peoples' blogs and it made me happy to see how lots of other souls are finding their way and how so many people had great wisdom they wanted to share with the rest of us. So why didn't I come back… Continue
Added by Eleven on April 30, 2011 at 2:45am —
How amazing can you feel when you see people you haven't seen in a looooong time? How amazing is it to hear things like "You have changed soooo much."
I was in a room full of people I respect and love and all these women have known me for the past 13 years but most of them I haven't seen in a year or more. I walked into the room and I felt love. I felt so happy and safe and God, did it feel good? :) All those hugs, warm smiles, nice… Continue
Added by Eleven on February 7, 2009 at 9:14am —
I am flexible and ready for opportunities when they arise.
Added by Eleven on January 27, 2009 at 2:38pm —
Another day and I must admit, even thought it was a good day I had few moments when I had to remind myself to stop and breath in deeply and try to stay on top of things. I started this day ok but then few little things happened that really got to me and I had to tell myself that it's ok to get angry at people but not to take it to heart. I can't control other people, only the way I react to them. God, it is hard to stay positive and not let them… Continue
Added by Eleven on January 26, 2009 at 11:45am —
As I'm sitting here enjoying peace and quite I am reflecting on the day that is about to end and what a day it was. :) I have a smile on my face as I'm typing this and a warm feeling inside. Don't you just love days when everything is going the way you want it to go and even better? :)
This all probably has something to do with my new thinking. No more negative thoughts for me. I finally understood that things always work out in the… Continue
Added by Eleven on January 25, 2009 at 10:44am —
So many things to say but I am having trouble putting them into words. I have had this problem for a while now. It's like there is something blocking them from coming out. I have thoughts, ideas, wishes....but when they are supposed to come out into the open, I freeze. Is it fear? Could it be that I am scared of my own thoughts? Am I frighten that if I say them out loud they won't be excepted by others and am I really that shallow that I care so… Continue
Added by Eleven on January 24, 2009 at 9:37pm —