I had started this mission in my head and I think I lost track of where I was going....or maybe I didn't. I was out of work and looking for a place to "fit in" I needed a sense of belonging and being apart of something....what I did not expect was to go from being a "temp" to getting hired on! Today that happened and for whatever reason I asked for a salary of only $30,000.00 which is not much...well to me it is more then I have ever made and I got $33,000.00! Okay so things are taking shape and as much as I hate to say this I am fighting it every step of the way but because in my heart I want it so much it is fighting back and it is happening....so my question now is how do i stop fighting it and let it happen as I destin it to?....I have not a single clue. I need to change what I thought I wanted....I need to add more detail and be more specific I want the woman that is inside me...the one I envision everynight. Strong, articulate, beautiful and desired by many. I want wealth...not an over abundance but enough to not have to worry. I want the freedom to get what I want when I want it not when I have "extra money" I want the lifestyle that I deserve and so desire. I want I want the me inside to be on the outside, I want everything that I want. In the next 6 months I want to be half way to where I need to be which is half way away from where I am now!