I have had a sort of awakening today. I have been questioning alot of things lately like the universe and god are they one in the same are they different. i have discovered that they are the same. Universe is everything around me. I control my experiences in my life. I have been reading about how to control my thoughts and how my thoughts have given me everything or not given me my desires. It is alittle hard to except when you hear this for the first time. That we must take full responsiblility for the outcome we have in our life. I u nderstand now how it works but changing it proves to be the hard part. Knowing it and doing it seems to be the hard part. I am on the path now to change this. But i surely feel the fight inside me I feel the battle in me.