So, yesterday was interesting.
By the way, I'm obviously doing SOMETHING to allow some good things in abundance-wise, because a few days earlier when my ex-hubby visited home briefly to collect his mail, he gave me a gift of a cute and cool little top that I like!
I went for a bike ride on Friday and I'm grateful that my foot healed enough that I can do that again and it was really nice.
Anyway, I was meant to meet someone on Friday but then I was also maybe meant to meet another guy and i ended up meeting neither & it's hard not to be annoyed about that, to be honest.
Well, I had a date on Saturday with a gorgeous guy. He only wanted sex but that's not what even bothered me! He said things like "I would love to book a room with you!" So, like why DIDN'T he? And he rubbed his eye a lot though he was hung over, he told me before we met. I talked to T.Guy about it ha ha poor T.Guy and he was amazing. And also something he said reminded me about something in the coaching product about how like, giving meaning to things that are neutral? And I love how he said maybe you are just spoilt? And I thought, yes I guess 4 dates in 4 months and 3 of them are hot! and i get to kiss two of them is pretty great, really.
Anyway, so I went out dancing last night and yes I AM kinda annoyed at the irony. About 2 - 3 years ago, I went to the same club, on a date and two other hunky guys wanted to take me home. And what happens last night when I am free, single and ready to mingle? The club is full of women and gay men!
But I decided to focus on the positives. OK, nice songs, fun to be dancing, glad my foot is up to it. Love how cute my boots and top are. And seeing the gay guys reminded me of lovely gay guy friends past and even this sweet drag queen who offered me some of her drink. And I briefly, before thinking this, thought it would be cool if one of those gay guys danced with me. And one of them did! And that was fun! And he even twirled me around on the dance floor a few times.
On my way home I smelled Cinnabon and I managed to get there less than 5 minutes before it closed. So I got to enjoy that yum yum yum.
So, I'm pleased at myself how I sort of turned my vibe around?
Like about the date not going anywhere. But focusing a bit on OK well I had a date and he was HAWT. And also on at the club about the GOOD things, rather than the irony of being single and looking and not a damn straight hot man - or even NON hot man! - in sight!
But finding ways to enjoy my day and evening regardless. So, yay me.