I am doing this new thing which makes me feel good.
It's simply daydreaming about what it is you want. Imagine how it would happen. Who would be there. What would be said. How you would feel. What would you say and think?
I think this really can help you bypass a few doubts. You can innocently visualize without your brain calling everything you're saying into question. And you really are able to envision yourself as you want to be, which creates a good platform for manifestation. (really get your feelings into the visualization btw)
So just tell me what the scenario would be. Tell me about the day of your success--the more details the better.