I'm feeling a definate change within myself. It's a bizarre feeling. Like a clicking over. I am reacting differently to situations, I'm reacting less to things with anger, and I don't think ppl are trying to hurt me anymore. My veneer seems to be cracking. I'm letting the good parts of who I am out, bit by bit. LOA is VERY hard for me, but I so totally believe in it that I'm not giving up.