So I feel as though I need to be a little transparent with all of you for a minute here. Now it's been about three weeks since I started this journal and while I feel as though it's helped me shift my perspective a little bit, there are times when I still worry about things; I know that I shouldn't really be dwelling on those thoughts and emotions because that only brings more thoughts like them to my mind and causes those things to happen even faster but it's tough not to be worried about certain things. In particular, I'm kinda worried about my truck, which has been sitting at my old apartment for almost two months while I've still been unable to find the keys for it or to procure the funds to make a new key. The manager of the building has been patient with me but I'm afraid that may not last much longer and he might possibly have my truck towed, adding even more expenses to my ever-growing list. I'd like to think he'd try and get a hold of me before things get to that point but I dunno. Again, I don't want to spend a whole lot of time delving too deeply into those things that worry me in life but at the same time, I feel as though I need to acknowledge the things that are bothering me in order to get past them and really train my focus on the things I wanna achieve.
So with that being said, let me now try and moving on to the things for which I'm grateful. Well I worked again last night and got paid again so I can always be grateful for that. It seems as though I'm growing ever closer and closer to my co-workers; we've even been discussing the possibility of hanging out sometime outside of work once we all get some days off. Certainly, that kinda of rapport with your co-workers can't be discounted; many people are unable to build those sorts of relationships with the men and women at their workplaces. Oh and I just got word that my friend Joe is coming back from Watford. While it's kind of a bummer that the job didn't pan out for him, at least it'll be cool to hangout with him again and hopefully something better is on it's way to him. I'm also grateful for my roommates, John and Brenda, and for their relationship. Even though they sometimes find themselves on rough ground - as do all couples - it's clear that their love for each other outstrips those problems and is strong enough to pull them through it. Also, I was able to get in my walk today, which was as enjoyable as ever. I've been missing that these past few days and I feel as though it's had an effect on my mood so thank God I could get back into the swing of it today. Well I hope you all enjoy the rest of your day. Remember that the week is still young so let's go out there and make the most of it! <3 :) <3 :) <3 :)