I really do have a lot to be grateful for.
I have a roof over my head. My walls just got repainted, expensive organic paint replacing the lead-infested toxic layer that was there before, and not only do I have more energy/no more headaches but the off-white color is replaced by this very interesting shade of lavender, slightly darker than normal but deeper also and with pink and blue hues in it ......... I could lose myself in it. Most of my stuff isn't in my room at the moment and neither is my furniture besides my bed (my heavenly comfy bed!), my table, and my white vanity desk (I'm missing bookshelves and a drawer.), but I don't mind, somehow I even like the change. I guess I just needed the change of pace.
I just got a big-ass shipment of books from Amazon that I ordered like 2 months ago but there were problems with the order and stuff. I've flipped through every one, trying to get the gist, and I can see they are all invaluable to me in some way. I have the weirdest feeling - armed with them, I can accomplish anything. Oh, these books are on things like LoA, psychic how-tos, alchemy/quantum manifestation (this one I KNOW works, I've tried the techniques listed in it on other people and they have told me personally what happened to them after, only to find out that everything corresponded to the techniques I performed)
I love my laptop. It's sexy and when it gets cold I place my hands on it to warm myself up.
I have wonderful hair. The curls and waves bring out the golden shine, and I have shampoos and conditioners that were made specifically for this hair and they make it look great.
And despite my body changes not coming as quickly as my impatient self would want them to, I noticed that my body doesn't really gain significant amounts of fat either. If I overate high-caloric foods for a long period of time I would notice a difference but only a minimal one. Overall, it stays in the same range. It's not like I absolutely need to starve myself just to stay in this one or something like that.
Besides, I now have the adequate resources to deal with this, and I expect it will pass fairly quickly.
I love this Lipton Green Tea I'm guzzling at 3 bottles a day. It's a good substitute for food (we don't really have any in my house right now besides a bunch of grapes, and I'm wayyy too lazy to wash those things). Maybe it's the caffeine.
Will add more later.