I believed I could have it all.
I knew I could have it all.
I wanted the beautiful body.
I wanted the Ultra health and endless energy and vitality.
I wanted fitness, strength, radiance.
I wanted more than enough money.
I wanted a happy, strong harmonious marriage with my soulmate.
I wanted to follow a calling, to be of service to the world, to do something meaningful for wo & mankind
My wants took me on a 20 year journey of manifestation and discovering myself. My true self. The essence of me.
I learned some really good life lessons that now live as wisdom in my heart.
The last 20 years although I utilized the law of attraction and various manifestation techniques I created some of what I thought I wanted but I did not create true abundance, prosperity, freedom, beauty, health, wealth, happiness, contentment, bliss, peace of mind and a harmless way of being. I had my moments when clouded by illusion I thought I did.....but only when I hit rock bottom in my life, when struggle, strife and pain had accompanied me for 10 years, did I begin to make sense of my life, my life's checklist, my goals, desires and pursuits. I started making sense of it because in the presence of my life laying in shatters all around me I could begin to decipher the illusions my ego had kept me captive in. And I could begin to rebuild, from the ashes, a life lived from the heart and in alignment with my spirit my truest essence.
So I currently find myself rebuilding my life to live a true life, from the heart, letting my spirit do what it came to do.
I still have many wishes on my wishlist but if you were to ask me to put it all into one. To express all I desire with one wish, then this would be it:
I wish to be a transformatiol writer. A published career author on the topic of spiritual transformation and enlightenment.
I pursue this dream on another one of my blogs : www.creatingmyutopia.wordpress.com
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