Today I realize that all my pain, struggle and strife throughout my pursuits of :
Getting an education
Finding my calling
Having more than enough money
Having a strong marriage with my soulmate
Living a truly good, prosperous life , full of adventure and freedom
Stemmed from one ultimate truth.
Although I learned so much each life lesson. Be it about my body, my nutrition, my health, exercise, mind body fitness, earning money, having a job, self sacrificing in the name of what I thought to be my calling, time to myself, disharmony in the marriage and in love or be it about feeling imprisoned in the rat race and collective belief systems, i can now see there truly was always only one lesson for me to learn :
"Allow spirit to gently guide you through life and not be driven by ego. Spirit is of infinite love and ego is of anger, fear and resentment."
So I tell my story of transformation and how I identified anger, fear and resentment touching every topic and area of my life. In german I call it " Beautiful, enchanting Transformation - der. Zauber der Transformation. In English I call it 'Discovering Utopia'
Check it out : www.creatingmyutopia.wordpress.com
Thank you for reading and passing along the message to anyone that might need to here it.