Still stunned. Had completely given up. Thought he had moved on with another woman. He asked to talk last week.. Tears etc. Unfortunately I wasn't specific enough with the universe. I got everything I actually wanted, tears, serious intention from him. Then a couple days later I find out he's still drinking (he lost me, kids, hse over this).
I had assumed he was still sober and with AA.
More tweaking and hoponnno for his addiction.
its awesome when the outside starts reflecting all our inner work!
Why not focus on someone new?
Mona , I am sure you know your stuff well. I’d like to suggest you tweak the way you speak and therefore how you feel about it. I cannot really read your feelings so I am just guessing here . Sorry if I am wrong.
As a deliberate creator, I think we must know things are never meant to be a certain way.
Instead say, “I am the only person creating my reality, I created all the circumstances so far including my relationship,marriage, kids and these issues. It’s alright, I accept it. What next? What would make me happier? I prefer it to be a little different and choose it to be that way because it brings me a lot of joy . “
Having children together must not be a reason to love someone but loving the idea of being in love with the father of your children so you all live together happily is great. Holidays would be a great time to celebrate this togetherness.
Does this version feel different to you? There is a lot of ease and power and fun and love and abundance in this version.
I have used LOA in several situations where I was too afraid of the outcome and wanted a safer outcome instead. I had several successes , I manifested great apartments and opportunities and friends in a very short time. But I stayed in this place of fear and desperate action . I wanted to force things to work, I feared loneliness , I feared disappointment , I feared being a failure in the eyes of the society. Slight fear is fine just that it shouldn’t be the force ruling your life. In my case I had to reconnect with my ‘why’s’ , the biggest why being that I was doing this to reach for greater happiness. I had to reconnect with my faith in the abundance of this universe .
Idk about you but my mother almost always slips into negative thinking whenever it concerns her children. I guess it’s our primitive instincts kicking in. If I don’t answer the phone for a long time she starts imagining all kinds of unwanted situations. When I tell her that her worries could rather harm me than help me she says - you won’t know until you become a mother! I don’t blame her, she isnt an LOA person.