I'm in crises. I'm manifesting SO MANY things continually not working out. I'm so angry all of the time.
I'm becoming very afraid for my health. People around me are manipulating me when I need support instead. Should my first order to be find ways to STOP the anger? I have a rotted pain now in my stomach from feeling so let down, and I'm making mistakes that are ridiculous that are contributing to sabatoge my situation so things don't go smoothly. * honestly think I'm struggling with trusting that supportive and loving helping people can help me get on my feet where I've moved, so I'm contributing without wanting to-to the problems. I want a low income housing situation with a private bedroom and steady work that is on par with my abilities and education and that I CAN DO with my body being present and not having it even more severely injured from labor work! *I don't want to go on disability right now. I want the U to take great care of me! I am doing all I can to FIND work, in my rural situation. I want to MOVE immediately into the town I'm in right at this minute or into the next town over where I might be able to volunteer and get a very nice stipen to live on while doing so starting in Nov.
Hey Laura most of the times we feel stuck or angry because we have a lot of unreleased negative emotions/trauma. Here is a really good video that can be very useful for understanding the abuse, go over it and regain your full power:
"Physical pain is just an extension of emotion. It's all the same thing. There are two emotions. One feels good and one feels bad. Which means, you're connected to your Energy Stream or you're not allowing your Energy Stream."