Hey my lovelies,
It's been a while since I posted anything here I've been off living trying to walk the walk as well as talking the talk and now I come back with a question.
What do you believe in? Really believe? Do you have to be able to see it or touch it or do you just need to know it in your heart?
I ask because today I realised I have never lived (not really) in the 'real world'. I write fantasy stories which play out in my head. I watch movies that make my heart sing because they're fantastical and wonderous and there is so much more to life than this. I believe in dragons and angels. I'm 28 years old and I can't accept that this is all there is.
There aren't people that can fly, there are no superheroes, do people even have destinies? I'm actually really upset and a little ashamed. Is life just full of the exceptionally mediocre and mundane? Is work, money and a family all we actually have to strive for? Are there no adventures, no fated lovers, no secret societies? Is this really it?!
Does the world I want to live in exist only in my head?