I have been lurking for awhikle now and today I am in a depressed mood. It goes up and down and mostly I am in an upbeat mood. I want to know how can I stay in a joyful mood when I only have a few thousand dollars left to live on, have been applying for jobs everywhere I think I would want to work and I hear NOTHING at all. I am SICK of this and NEED this to work for me NOW!!!! I know what you will say; just stay happy! I know. This scenario has been going on for me for YEARS and I am FED UP with not getting what I have asking and asking for. I just want to give up an everything.
How can I stay happy when my reality is what I have described? I REALLY want and need some solid advice here; if ANYONE feels they can help me in a concrete way, I would be FOREVER grateful to you.
Thank you so much.