Hey, this is my first post on this site, so hello everyone.
For years I've been depressed about my height (168 cm / 5'6''), I tried lots of things to grow taller, I did stretching exercies for about 2 months (I knew they wouldn't work though), and I've been trying to use LoA for a very long time to increase my height but I still couldn't make it. I read lots of success stories, on this site, on the secret website and some other forums and I believe they're true, but I just can't use them them on myself. I'm so obsessed about it, I know I shouldn't be but every morning when I wake up and see that I haven't grown even 1 cm, it is impossible for me not to be feel bad. I have to let go, but I simply can't. I think I came close to succeeding a few times, there were times I had growing pains, and there were times I was very hungry but I never grew. The idea to "completely forget about your current situation and make what you want your reailty" seems really logical, if only I could do it. I'm trying to meditate, but then I have lots of bad thoughts (terrible thoughts that I can't ignore) and instead of relaxing, I find myself fighting those thoughts and then it all goes to waste. I also have trouble visualizing myself taller in 1st person, I'm trying to look at the world from my desired height but I always shift back to my current height. If I try to visualize in 3rd person, I will still look at my taller body from my current height, which I think doesn't work either. I feel I have lots of limiting beliefs about growing taller and that's why this happens. My desired height is 180 cm / 5'11.
So.. any advices?