Hey guys, i look for some help in a specific problem. I am 22 years man, i've been trying to manifest a taller and bigger body , i dont know if i can say this word on the post but.. want a bigger penis too.
So, i try diferent things for height, i became obssessed with this changes and i punish and prevent myself from life , from doing lot of things i want but feel inconfidence to do with this body. I am bissexual, and on the last 5 years i have falling in love for my best straight friend. not enough, he have the perfect male body, 6'1 tall, hes penis looks huge, and i alway get myself comparing and desiring his body.
i think meet him was the begging of the desire for a bigger body, most part of this years i try to ignore this and acept my body, but it seems impossible to do it. so the thing here is: I know i need to ignore current reality and keep my mind on the wanted body, its a bit hard to do it with height, cause everything remember you of your current, compare to places, things, people all the time and see u dont change nothing; but is even worst try to change penis size, cause is something see all the time, cant avoid look at him. wath can i do to achieve my goals when seems very impossible ignore this reality? i know some people will say size doesnt matter and etc.. but is not to only satisfact partners, is for myself, to feel a big sexual male body. I hope maybe some expert guy here has past trough same experience and can help me.
Tanks a lot .