it feels quite difficult to start this but I really need someone to talk to.
I have a lot of stretch marks and i know a lot of people say it and in reality theirs are not that bad. Well, mine are. They are almost everywhere my calves, knees, thighs, butt. I grew up too fast i'm not sure I don't have an explanation. I never wear shorts, skirts, i used to love going to the beach and the summer season now I get anxious. When I see someone wearing short clothes i feel so jealous and a little angry cause they don't know what it's like to hide and feel embarrassed. Please don't tell me to just wear whatever I won't be able to do it.
So, I've started listening to subliminals I have a lot of oils to apply on them as well, I visualize and I actually do believe it's going to happen and my stretch marks will disappear completely but not right now. I always say next summer I'll be without them and summer comes and it's the same slightly better. I've watched everything, I've read numerous articles about loa and I am very successful applying it just not with my stretch marks since i've had them for years i can't convince myself that i can make it happen.
I want to let go and trust the Universe. I'm just scared nothing will change. I know I contradict myself a lot, it's a constant battle. I would appreciate if you have any advice for me.