I decided to start a new chapter in my life.  I have been practicing LOA the wrong way and my love is now engaged.  I do not want to boring you with all the details; I am trying to forget the past.

I have decided to start practicing detachment and start a new life without him; I am ready.  If he comes back fine and if not, it is fine too.  I am tired of being alone and sad.  I have tried to stay positive and I was able to do it until I decided to check his page where he announced his engagement.  I have not been able to recover since then.  The best for me its to try to let go.  I know I should have not check his page, I was going out with friends, meeting new people, going to the gym, but I truly believe that very thing happens for a reason, this helped me realize that I was doing all those things to get him back, not for me.  This time its for me.

I woke up this morning feeling a bit sad and thinking about him, but I am letting go, I need to do this to regain my sanity!!

My goal is to go back to the gym, go out on the weekends with friends and spend tine with my grandkids; not on that order.

I will start by writing my wish list for a new relationship, I just have to wait to be in a better mood.

Thank you for allowing me to vent.  I do not have friends that I can talk about this or family members, without being judged.  I am grateful for this forum.

Thank you!!

Much love.