Me(f/25) and bf(m/37) ended our one year relationship a week ago. We kinda broke up (for 3 days) two months ago, and I went out of town to give him space, when I came back we talked about it and decided to work on it. And I thought things were fine. I showed him I am a changed person so does he. Few days ago, out of blue, after watching tv, he said we needed to talk: I don't want to be with you anymore. I don't feel the same way anymore.
So I respect his decision. And I told him I still love him and I'm sorry it has to end like this.
It was rough. I am moving out next week all the process is so painful.
I have dated so many guys in my life, and I kid you not when I met him I know he's the one even until now.
He told me that this is hard for him but it is the right thing to do, that I will always be an important part of his life.
So far, he's been helping with all the process of moving, from finding, renting apartment, etc.
I sat down today, wrote everything in my mind, I felt calmer, thinking with my sense. Call me crazy but as I was writing somehow it hits me that I still have faith that in the future we are meant to be together, that this is just a major setback for both of us to grow separate way, to value each other in other perspective.
I know this is a good decision. I need to grow and be independent by myself. Know myself more, I just graduated, I am working on my career as a teacher. And I know he needs his own space and time. I am not sure if I have the faith or I am just convincing myself that one day we will find our way back together and we are meant for each other.
I want to go for a therapy (since I believe I have some issues) but it costs a lot of money, and I found this site and it's free, so why not? :)
Any suggestions, questions, etc will be greatly appreciated! :)