Yes, I am posting, again. I just keep running into things on here that only beg me to ask more questions.
With that being said I will get into it:
A lot of weird things used to happen to me growing up. From seeing unexplained shadows, or cloud-like masses passing through air in an empty room to angelic or spirit like beings in the mirror.I've seen people move in pictures,and I've heard unexplained voices, and gotten uneasy feelings in places I'd never been to before, and even about people I had never met. Most of the time it was founded that these feelings were spot on, and actually the place or person held some kind of secret that justified my intuition.(I still get the feelings about people, but don't get to go to new places very often these days.)
The problem is I also grew up in a very sheltered lifestyle.Being raised as some sort of cross between christian,pentecostal, and baptist.Anything extraordinary was usually ignored. (Even though at one point my dad swore he saw the ghost of his uncle after he died. But when it was him claiming it, it wasn't total B.S.) My father was very closed minded, and demanded that we were too.Even my mother had to abide by this.If you are wondering,yes abuse was a norm' in our lives, and every type you can think of.Even though my childhood was stressful, and atypical I still seemed to have all these abilities.
However, as I grew up they all seemed to fade.As those old stresses became a part of my past, and were replaced with more typical stresses i.e. job,money,car,bills,child etc.I sometimes wonder if the old stresses weren't the triggering effects for these abilities....
Or my other theory is that while I did have all those stresses, I also had more free time to sit in my own mind and find an escape.
(Since no one was expecting me to be a responsible adult.)
Which somehow allowed my third eye to remain open.Back then I was also a lot more creative constantly writing, or drawing. Where as today my stresses take away my free thinking time, and put such a weight on my shoulders that my third eye can not open,and my drawing abilities seem to be stuck in time, having not improved since I was a teen.I also feel that constant interruptions keep me from being able to stay focused long enough to let anything happen.
So what advice would you all give someone like me? My abilities used to scare me, because I didn't understand them. Now I just wish they would come back.What can I do?