I am thinking searching for another opportunity. There are couple of directions in the perspective of LOA which I can follow. (please correct me if I am wrong). Please give me your experiences and suggestions. Thank you.
1) Feel grateful of what I am having now, and look for better. Stay on my current job as long as possible and looking for another job at the same time.
With this option, my everyday stress level will keep increasing. Also it is hard to spend extra time on searching for job while working tirelessly to deliver on time.
2)Feel grateful of what I had, feel good and enjoy taking couple months vacation, and take my time to search for career that I really wanted.
I wanted to take some time and think about what I really want. But, there is a feeling of fear where I might not get a job I wanted or even worse comparing to what I have right now. Many people would think this is not a smart move, mostly people will make sure they get another job offer before leaving. Should I be the same?
For some of you interested in the reasons I would like to leave, here are they:
-overworked, too much work load throwing at me.
-too stressful with very tight deadlines.
-Literally, not feeling good before, at or after work. I need to always consciously telling myself be positive, positive, and positive. However, still there are many many days when I just wanted to get out from these many projects I am handling at the same period of time.
-more importantly, I don't see myself working with this company in long term, I know deeply in my heart, this is not the company I wanted to work for.
please advise. thanks.