So the Seth and Bajar(sp?) material is very open and into teaching rewritting the past.
And I was frustrated over all of the things I know stem out of past trained in beliefs that keep manifesting.
What might Abe say about just imagining I had a perfect, ideal childhood, where I was supported fully, so I let go now of my fears that drive me to keep recreating problem situations? Maybe I'm not changing it for what happened in reality, but maybe instead changing it and convince myself it was real to me, that my new past is real, and I was loved and supported, and encouraged the way I would have considered ideal. If it feels better, and changes my beliefs, why not? And might it likely help a lot for my future?