Hey guys, I know that this topic has probably come up time and time again- so I apologise!
I've done a bit of soul searching recently and have come to the conclusion that I have never expected relationships to last, nor have I actually believed deep down that I would stay in a long term relationship. Recently the man of my dreams told me he didn't feel the same anymore which made this belief even ingrained that belief (I know I pushed him away with my old negativity)
For a long time I have been surrounded by people who have been in messed up relationships, cheaters, liars etc etc- its not until I moved back home recently to live with my parents that I have been in contact with people who are in loving and easy long term committed relationships- (my parents have been together nearly 40 years and I would love to achieve what they have one day)
So how do I go from seeing the sort of relationship I want, to really knowing that I can have it??... I have done the vision boards so I can picture it- But I think it needs to go deeper than that now... for the first time last night I realised that I've never felt worthy of a long term partner- even though I know I have a lot of qualities a man would be after.... I've always had men that walk away so I guess I came to expect it... How can I go to believing that a man would commit and come on life's journey with me.
I would really appreciate some help- I've come a long way in changing my limiting beliefs.. but this one of worthiness keeps on coming back to haunt me.
Thanks so much :) :)