I've been seeing this guy's ad online and have been thinking about messaging him. I got this feeling like he is looking for me. But I've been holding off on it because I'm worried. I've started to analyze things, like that he's posted so little information about himself, and remembering about every time in the past that I've had hopes about someone who later disappointed me, and it's sabotaging my thinking. I'm worried about my mental blocks, baggage and low vibrations messing things up. I'm even worried about meeting him and being in a bad mood and not liking him. I feel like I shouldn't act at all until I've raised my vibration. I'm trying to tell myself that I need to have faith and believe, and that I need to try. And maybe if I don't act, I will lose any opportunity that I had. I know I could meditate or do EFT. But I'm hoping that encouraging words can also give me a boost. And I wonder if anyone else has also been actually afraid of meeting someone, while also wanting it to happen?
Thanks in advance for any and all feedback. :)